
And, therefore, upon every turn they are apt to judge themselves miserable, and to conclude that they have no grace, because they cannot feel it, nor discern it, nor believe it; and so making sense, feeling, and reason, the judge of their estates—they wrong, and perplex, and vex their precious souls, and make their lives a very hell.
The Canaanite woman had strong faith—but no assurance that we read of, Mat. 15:22, seq. Gal. 4:6, “And because you are sons, God has sent forth the Spirit of his Son into your hearts, crying, Abba, Father.” Mark, they are first the sons of God, and then the Spirit cries, Abba, Father. 1 John 5:13, “These things have I written unto you who believe on the name of the Son of God, that you may know that you have eternal life.” Mark, they did believe, and they had eternal life, in respect of Christ their head, who, as a public person, was gone to heaven, to represent all his saints. And they had eternal life in respect of the promises, and they had eternal life in respect of the beginnings of it—and yet they did not know it, they did not believe it. “Therefore these things write I unto you who believe on the name of the Son of God,” says he, “that you may know that you have eternal life, and that this life is in his Son.” Ponder on Micah 7:7-9.
The word shall judge us at last, John 12:48; and therefore strong saints make only the word of God the judge of their spiritual condition now.
Thomas Brooks. The Unsearchable Riches of Christ.